LDS, Married, & Gay

I got this link off of Karissa's blog- (thanks for sharing), but I find it very interesting and it has made me think of my own beliefs and feelings on this subject.  Being LDS myself, and knowing (and loving) many people in my life who are homosexual- it has brought new light to the subject.  I am still pondering on all of it- but thought I'd better record it for future reference as well as share with all of you.  Hope it doesn't offend or persuade any of you- just thought it important and interesting. :-) 

http://www.joshweed.com/2012/06/club-unicorn-in-which-i-come-out-of.html

Enjoy!! 

Thoughts

I know that I haven't posted any pictures in my posts as of late, but I just really haven't taken the time to upload any recent ones.  Sorry to those of you who look forward to that.  However, as I have mentioned before, I enjoy using this blog as a sort of journal, and that is the purpose that this post is going to serve- so feel free to skip if you would like. :-)
There has been so much going on lately, not necessarily in my individual life, just around me it feels like.  I have had some pretty intense, profound feelings in the past couple of months.  What I am beginning to recognize is that these feelings as are maybe more of promptings.  I feel like a crazy person sometimes even thinking that, but I seriously cannot fight it back.  A few of these promptings I have not acted upon, and end up wishing I had- and the reasons for which I should have are clear as day!!  I don't feel like I need to or should mention who or what these promptings involve- for one, there are just too many and for another- I feel like it is pretty personal. 
I also feel very grateful and blessed to be experiencing this.  Heck- it could very easily be all in my own head, and while sometimes I feel like it is, I also have a hard time believing that.  I dunno- just wanted to get it out.   

Boredom!

Funny thing boredom is... I just had knee surgery, and man is this laying around doing nothing business killing me.  So I have decided to babble yet again on my blog.  While I hope you enjoy reading, this blog is mostly for my family and I so that we can remember feelings, events and life.  So hopefully you don't find boredom while reading :-)  Not much is new in our lives.  We are still living in Cory's parents basement, and it is working out just fine.  Although I would MUCH rather be in our own place, we just aren't sure where our lives will be taking us right now.  Tenley is now 18 months old.   She had her well baby check just the other day, and she is healthy and smart.  She is getting such an attitude, and I can just feel those terrible two's coming on. 

We are selling our trailer that we bought to live in in Nevada.  So if anyone is interested, PLEASE let me know.  Also, I am considering selling my wedding dress and prom dress, any takers??  Ugh, seriously the things that cross my mind while laying around.....  Anyway, seems to be that even blogging is finding boredom. :-(

We're Home......

Turns out the 6 month to 1 year job that we thought Cory had in Nevada has been cut dramatically short.  We found out a few days after Christmas that Cory was going to be laid off and thus transferred back to Utah.  He already has a new job with another company here in Utah, doing the same apprenticeship program, but man has this thrown us for a loop. 
We made so many life changes to go out to Nevada, and come to find out it was for a very short period of time.  I find myself feeling very stressed, frustrated, grateful (to be home), among many other emotions.  For now we will be staying with Cory's parents because everything is still up in the air as to how long we will be in Utah for, which is probably what stresses me out the most.  I am a very big planner, and not having a plan really makes me on edge- ugh.  I just keep telling myself that everything will work itself out, and try not to stress about it.  I am very blessed to have an amazing family, amazing friends, and a very loving and supportive Heavenly Father to help me get through it all. 
Tenley is still growing like a little weed and she is starting to get four molars- yes, not just one or even two- but four all at the same time- poor girl!!  She is a jabber box and can speak so very well.  Love her to pieces. 

With the new year now in full swing, I have still not written down my goals.  I feel like I have so many floating around in my head, I just need to get them down.  Hopefully this year will be as great as the last, and we will be able to encounter some new adventures.  Welcome 2012- so much for the end of the world you crazy people!!!!!

Babble

I am undecided on the decision to go private with my blog!!!  I had made the decision to do so- obvious in the previous post- but now I just cannot decide.  I have a lot of family members who do not have blogger accounts, thus making viewing what our little family is up to sort of difficult for them.... ugh, just cannot decide!!  Thanks to those of you who have given me your emails- if I do go private I will surely add you, but as of now, I am still on the fence!! 

That said, the Christmas season has been a lot different for me this year.  I am very VERY used to christmas tree hunting, christmas decorating, SNOW, being around family, and believe it or not, just the way that the community at home feels during Christmastime.  It just has this special feeling about it!!  Did I mention SNOW??  I really am missing the SNOW SNOW SNOW!!! 
However, it has helped me to focus more on what Christmas is really about.  I have actually read a lot of articles out of the Ensign about Christ's birth, and also his life.  It has really helped me to be very grateful for Him,  His Life, and the huge sacrifice he made for us- The Atonement.  I have always known that we celebrate Christmas symbolically for Christ, but I was easily caught up in the commercial aspect of Christmas rather than the true meaning!!  Anyway, just a little food for thought!

The people of Alamo are so very nice, and have been so welcoming.  I am starting to adjust and get used to life in a trailer, and also not knowing people.  Still miss home very very much, but life is really great for the most part.  Tenley is growing up so quickly and I feel like it is just flying by.  She lights up when Cory comes home from work, and Cory does the same- highlight of my day!! 

Hope you are all having a great Christmas season!!! 

The time as come.... Going Private!!

Hi everyone!!!  I have made the decision to take our lovely little blog private!!  I have decided that since I am updating quite frequently now, sometimes with our location and personal information, that I will make our blog private!  So.... if you would like to keep following, you know the drill!!!! 

Tenley Jo!!

The following is an ode to my beautiful not-so-baby girl.... can't get enough of her, and need to get a few tidbits down on paper. 

This beautiful sweet pea is almost 16 months old, and I can't even imagine where the time as gone, or even when or how she has gotten so big!!!  She is the light of my life and at the same time drives me absolutely crazy somedays!!!  (you all know EXACTLY what I mean)  

First of all- SHE HAS ATTITUDE!!!!  Yes this little girl is completely full of it!!!  She has a mind of her own!!!  She is a talking machine and can say so many things.  Sometimes she will suprise us by saying exactly what we are saying, so very clearly- makes you wonder how much she really can say but chooses not to.  Of course she has picked up on the wonderful word "NO"- and uses it quite frequently.  She can say Mommy, Daddy, Nana, Papa, Coco, Colby, Teegan (both cousins of hers), milk, binkie, book, bug, butterfly, he-he (horse) puppy, kitty, sucker, candy, grape, apple, cheese, movie, piggie, rat, (i'll explain later) spider, bye-bye, hi, boo, bite, snack, thank you, ....  I am absolutely sure that I am missing many things, but for the moment that is all that I can think of.  

Tenley is currently obsessed with the movie Charlotte's Web- explaining the words piggie, rat, and spider. 

Also, she loves to sing "Itsy Bitsy Spider" and knows the hand motions to it.  She loves patty cake, and also "This little piggie".  

She is into absolutely everything.  Living in this trailer, it feels like it is always a mess.  I pick up one thing just to find her into another :-)  Joys of motherhood!!!  She loves to "help" me wash the dishes and cook dinner- or whatever meal it is that I am preparing. 

Whenever we sit down for a meal at the table, she will fold her arms to get ready to pray- CUTEST THING EVER!!!!  When her daddy gets home from work at night, she gets so excited she doesn't know what to do with herself.  She runs toward him, then runs away laughing, then comes back and dances in front of him- it is so adorable.  Speaking of dancing- Tenley is a very distinguished dancer.  She can shake it like no tomorrow and it is so dang cute!!!  

Right now, Tenley is still napping twice a day, once around 10:30 and once around 3:30.  She is pretty to the minute on her schedule!!!  

Mostly, I just love her dearly.  She is such a joy to be around, and is always making me laugh.  Can't believe how fast time flys, it is definitely bittersweet...  sad to think that she was just a tiny baby, but exciting to see what else she is going to be able to do, and the amazing woman that she will someday grow into!!!  

Life Is Great- Hope you are all enjoying it!!!! 

The other day Tenley and I explored the small town that we are temporarily calling home!!!!  There isn't much here, but it is starting to become more and more like home.  I saw a sign today that said:

Do What You Can

With What You Have

Where You Are!!
Absolutely loved it!!

 This is a picture of the RV park that we are staying at!!

 The town is litterally the like an underground river in the middle of the desert, it's kinda crazy.  Area 51 is just over the mountain!!

 Windwill ridge is one of two places to eat here.

 Couldn't resist pictures of my girl!!!  Absolutely love her and her little personality!!!  She is amazing!!



Happy Halloween!!!

This year for Halloween was a little different.... we don't really know many people out here, so we only did a little trick or treating.  One of my visiting teachers, Robin, has a little girl that is almost one year old, so her and Tenley have been playing together a little bit.  Robin is super nice and I am so grateful for her reaching out to our family.  I am so grateful for the gospel and for the support system that we can find through it no matter where we are at. 
Anyway, I dressed Tenley as a little witch this year, and wasn't super prepared with everything else going on, but, in my opinion, she is adorable no matter what.  She hasn't picked up on "trick or treat" yet, but she kept saying "nandy" which means "candy".  SOOO cute!!! 

Hope everyone had a great and Happy Halloween!!!!

Change Is Life....

Well I officially cried for the first time since all of these life changing events have taken place. It was the weirdest thing, I was just sitting with Tenley in the trailer reading a book and I just started crying, and couldn't stop- all day!! Someone would say something and bam!!! there came the tears again!! I even cried when the post office lady asked me how I was doing?!! Man, guess that's what happens when you are high stress for two weeks and then you are in the middle of no where all alone??


** I need to get this down to keep a record of everything- so if you get bored easily or don't want the whole story-you may want to stop reading here***


To explain the high stress part.... it was October 9th when Cory left for Las Vegas. He had just gotten the transfer call earlier that week, but he had to clear the hall in Las Vegas, so he headed to Vegas on a Sunday evening. He then cleared the hall and had to be in Ely, Nevada the following Monday morning. Ely and Vegas are about 300 miles apart from each other. Anyway, that monday, I went to Ely to see if we could find a place for our family to live while Cory was on the job. If that wasn't a big downer, I don't know what is.... Ely is not that nice of a place, and the only place for rent was pretty much a dive, and they wanted $850 not including utilities. Oh, let me back up, I had to quit my job. Cory and I decided that it would be better for us to all be together as a family, rather than have him be gone all the time and all by himself. So I quit my job at the credit union, which was super hard for me to do for many reasons. I LOVED my job, the people I worked with, just everything about it, I was pretty attached.


Anyway, back to moving. So, since we couldn't find anywhere to rent ( which ended up being a blessing in disguise ) we decided maybe we ought to start looking for a travel trailer to live in.... this is what most of the guys on the job do anyway.... or live in hotels. So we started looking. The following weekend Cory had to be in Tooele for school so I met him up there on Friday night and stayed in a hotel. While he was in school on Saturday morning, I looked all over Salt Lake for a travel trailer. When he got done with school, he came and met me, which was about 3:00 . We really were blessed. We found a super super nice used fifth wheel trailer at Motor Sportsland in Salt Lake, and got it!!


The next issue was our truck.... Cory's white Chevy was lifted too high to pull a fifth wheel- even after putting a lift on the trailer- Suprised?? Me either.... So we decided to put his truck on KSL and try to sell it. Cory's history with selling things on KSL is seriously ridiculously lucky!!! Well the truck sold within two days... and Cory had found a red Chevy that he liked that would work to pull a trailer. SO, we got the red Chevy....


Living Situation figured out in Ely ..... check


How to get living situation to Ely. ....... check





Oh wait, now we aren't going to Ely?? Cory found out that it would be closer for him in the long run to stay in a place called Alamo. This little town is about 200 miles south of Ely. It is SOOOO much warmer here, so that is super nice, but it is a very little town. Probably about the size of Spring City, but with a High School, Middle School, Elementary School, and very small credit union- that's about it. We are staying in the only RV park there, but it's a pretty nice place... for an RV park ... ha ha... this is where some other guys from the job are staying as well...





We decided to rent our house out to some good friends of ours- Mal and Kipp :) It is nice to know that our house is being taken care of while we are gone. It was really sad packing up all of our stuff and leaving it empty though :( We also sold our car!!! The new owner is so excited she can hardly stand herself- and that makes me very very very happy!!!!





Our lives have definitely changed a bit......





Anyway, we are now here in Alamo, as I said in my last post. There isn't much to do, but I'm learning. Yesterday was a pretty rough day for me, but today has been better, and that's all I can ask for. I'm trying to stay positive and take one day at a time. I do get to spend all the time in the world with my Tenley girl, and I really appreciate the roles of mother and wife that I get to fill a little better and a little more each day. I guess I now understand what my grandma meant when she said that we should be going with Cory... "He needs to come home to his family, a clean home, and a hot meal on the table!!" Love that lady soooo much!!! Tenley helps out by saying "tank you mommy" to almost everything I do.... couldn't be doing this without that little angel's smiling face!!!

Alamo Nevada

We are officially here!!! Wherever here may actually be!! Alamo,NVisin themiddle of no where for sure.... I guess we are not too far from Vegas but other than that it feels like the middle of no where. We just arrived on Saturday October 22, thanks to the help of my mom, dad and sister :-) Cory has been out here working for about three weeks now. We made the decision to come with him, which meant quitting my job, leaving home, and living in a trailer for six months to a year- it should be a new adventure to say the least. I am trying to stay positive and look at it as a new start for our new little family- but not gonna lie- I miss home, my family, friends and job..... I miss my bestie Linds- she is like my other half ( yes I love Cory too, but it's just not the same ) LOL While Cory is totally awesome and I love him to pieces- I now have no one to get ice cream with, jam out to AWESOME music with, and just to talk to about everything including girl stuff- it's just not the same!!! I'll be seeing her soon though- whether she is ready or not ;-) Hopefully it will all work out for the best. It is nice to be able to spend a lot more time with Tenley and be able to see Cory every night. It sort of makes me appreciate what it really means to be a stay at home mom and wife.... it certainly is no easy task!!! So hats off to all of you who do it all the time!!! Tenley is growing and learning like crazy. She is little miss independent and MUST do everything on her own- I swear "big girl" is her favorite thing to say (and hear). Pictures to come!!!

Family Pictures

I haven't written a post forever, there is just so much to write about, and not enough time. Tenley is already 7 months old and I can't believe it. Time is just flying by. She is getting to be more and more fun every day, and I just love her little personality. She does have an attitude that I am a little nervous for, but she is the cutest little girl in the world :-) Cory is still working in a different place all the time, but is mostly in the Salt Lake Area. For that reason we have put our house up for sale. I have mixed feelings about selling it. I don't want to leave Sanpete County, with all of our family and friends, but at the same time, it would be nice to see Cory more and it would be a lot less of a commute for him. I guess we'll see, the market isn't the greatest for selling right now. Anyway life is great and I am loving it. Aubrey took our family pictures a few weeks ago, so I thought I'd share a few. Enjoy!!!

Short Update!!

It has been forever since I have taken the time to do a new post, or rather since I have had the time. So much has been going on!!! Our newest addition Tenley Jo takes up all of our spare time and we wouldn't have it any other way. She is so much fun, we love her so much and don't know what we ever did without her. She is growing so quickly it's crazy!!! Hope everyone is doing great!!! Thought I'd share some pics!!

Life Is Happiness

Thanks for the challenge Taya!! Here is a list of some of the things that make my life filled with happiness in no particular order!!! It's such a great life, and I feel so very blessed. Hope to see some posts from the rest of you :-) Enjoy!!

1- My Amazing Husband
2- The blessings of the gospel
3- My family
4- Friends
5- Feeling our little bean move around
6- Cuddling with my hubby
7- Good, Hard work
8- Sunshine
9- Anything sweet- seriously anything!!!
10- Life In General

Exciting News and Much Needed Post!!

Okay, so I have been a little absent from the blogging world lately.... I'm sorry to those of you who keep chewing my butt to update!!! Since October not much has changed in the lives of Cory and I , except that we are expecting a baby girl on July 30th!! I guess that is a really big change, but we've been so busy with that and other things that our blog has been pretty neglected.
We are so super excited to welcome a little baby girl into the world, and can't wait for her to become a part of our little family. It is so surreal, crazy, and so so much fun.

Pregnancy hasn't been too bad. The first three months were not so good because I was extremely sick but it has now passed. I feel great, and just can't wait to see her. I am now five months along and am beginning to get frustrated because I am in the awkward stage of my regular clothes not fitting so well, but maternity clothes are just too big.

Cory felt her kicking for the first time the other night, and it was so exciting. I just don't know how she is going to get any bigger in there because I can already feel her moving around like crazy, it doesn't seem like she has enough room to grow- but I guess it's just a miracle!!

Other than the baby, everything is pretty normal. We are still happy as ever, and couldn't ask for anything else!!

Here are some pictures of the newest addition to our little Rosenlof family. Enjoy!!

Wow, I haven't posted forever!! We got blogger taken away at work, and I unfortunately do not have a computer at home!! Cory and I haven't been up to much at all, just working and working. Cory is working in Salt Lake now, so he is closer to home, and the best part is- he is home every night!!! It is so much fun, almost like we are newlyweds again or something. We spoke in our ward a few weeks ago, about our experience in getting ready to go to the temple, and the process that it was... It was very humbling and also nerve racking. As if that wasn't nerve-racking enough. We now get the opportunity to go to the prison in Gunnison and speak there this Sunday. Also, we are speaking in the adult session of Stake Conference!! AHHHH!! I'm so nervous, and I really don't know why. I think that the prison will be such a humbling experience, and I am actually pretty excited, but the nerves keep taking the excitement over!!! So everyone pray for us!!!

As you all know, snowmobile season is coming up, which means that I pretty much lose a husband from the first good snowfall to about march- this really is a long time. It hasn't even snowed yet, but that is all that he talks about- this is why we don't have children yet- I am already raising one!!! Anyway, I love him and this is something that he truly enjoys doing so I just smile and say yes!!

I hope that everyone is doing great, it is still so much fun to keep up with everyone!!

Families Are Forever

On Saturday August 29th, 2009. Cory and I finally made it to the temple to be sealed for time and all eternity. It was such an amazing experience, and I am so grateful for the journey that we had to take to get here, and for the blessing that it is in our lives. It is awesome to me that we will truly be together forever. I can think of nothing I would want more. What a wonderful day!!

Thanks to everyone for supporting us, you are all awesome. And Aub thanks for the pictures, I love them!!

Sand Dunes :p

This last weekend we went to the sand dunes for a quick trip. It was so so much fun!! I absolutely love the sand dunes and I am so excited that it is the season again. It was still a little hot, but it was worth it.

We unloaded the four wheelers and were riding for about 30 seconds when Cory's paddle tire went completely flat. We have had issues with his paddles ever since we got them. It was such a bummer, but at least we had an extra wheeler this time.

That night was so much fun. Not one person who came out in our group remembered that we'd need firewood that night. So Cory, Me, Jordan, Shawn, and Charlie all decided to go baja-ing out in the nearby sagebrush and find some firewood. It was a lot of fun, but I must say a little dangerous. We were going way off road. Well, Jordan fell right out of the side of the truck!!! It was so funny, but I don't know how funny he thought it was. Then we kept driving and found an entire tree that was completely dead, but still standing in the ground. Well Cory and Jordan thought that it would be THE BEST firewood. ( At this moment, along with the moment when Jordan fell out of the truck, I was kicking myself in the butt for not taking my camera along!!)

So, they decided the best way to knock the tree down was to ram the truck hitch into the tree- since "it was so dead, it should knock right over". So that's exactly what we did. Now take into consideration. Cory, Jordan, and myself were in the back of the truck standing against the cab. Well, running the truck into the tree just wasn't cutting it. So, Cory and Jordan proceeded to climb on the tree and start pulling. In their favor, they were actually making some progress. Well, the side that Jordan was pulling was just so dead that it decided to give completely down and Jordan went down with it. He fell about ten to fifteen feet to the ground. Again, we are all hysterical, it was seriously funny! It actually knocked Jordan out for a few seconds, and his back was killing him, but he turned out alright. :P It was quite the firewood expedition!!!

When we returned to camp they decided to build a teepee shaped firepit. This is Jordan dumping gas on the wood.

This is the resulting fire- it was really quite big. We had so much fun- can't wait til next trip!!!

Happy Birthday Honey

Happy Birthday To You!!

Just want to wish my amazing husband a very happy birthday!! It's weird to me that he's now 23, but he says it's not to him. Crazy how time flies!!

Cory and I with our nephew, Dalton.

Cory with Treyson and Dalton

Cory and his dad trying to figure out the new part for his Raptor.

The pictures below are of Dalton. We had Strawberry Shortcake for his birthday- so so good. Well Dalton loved it, but didn't think that he needed to use his fork. He just dug right in! It was hilarious and he was a total mess. We thought it was so cute, even though I'm sure his mom didn't appreciate it ;-)

EIGHT

Thanks for the tag Sky... this was a hard one for me!
Eight Things I'm Looking Forward To:
1- Going to the Temple
2- Seeing Cory Tonight
3- Sleep
4- Seeing Cory Tonight
5- Sleep
6- Getting My Nails redone
7- The Fourth Of July
8- The Derby


Eight Things I Did This Weekend:
1- Went Up The Mountain
2- Mowed The Lawn
3-Cleaned My House
4- Weeded Flower Beds
5- Went to dinner with mom and dad
6- Played games with Shandi and Garrett
7- Went to Lagoon
8- Ate at Texas Roadhouse


Eight Things I Wish I Could Do:
1- Run A Marathon
2- Sleep
3- Take A Vacation
4- Sew
5- Be Out Of Debt
6- Go with Cory when he goes out of town for work
7- Have the summers off!
8- Go Outside


Eight Shows That I Watch:
1- One Tree Hill
2- Grey's Anatomy
3- Private Practice
4- The Office
5- That's about it, I don't watch a lot of T.V.
6-
7-
8-


Eight Places I'd Like To Travel:
1- Germany
2- Italy
3- Switzerland
4- Jamaica
5- France
6- Paris
7- England
8- Australia


Eight People I Tag:
1- Aub
2- Linds
3- Cathie
4- Chalein
5- Shay
6- Chanda
7- Annalee
8- Kali